Tuesday, November 27, 2012

just thinking

Father God,




I thank you for what youve done for me, I thank you for blessing me with life. God you have been so gracious and merciful to me and my family, and i can' find any other way to pay you back!!! If i could I would climb the highest mountain to tell you to your face that I love you and you mean SO MUCH TO ME!!! You are the best friend i could ever have. You have kept me and watched over me since i was formed in my mother's womb. You didn't let me slip too far away from your presence. Even when i thought you were not watching over me, you were right there. I've made many mistakes in my life and I thank you for allowing me to make those mistakes, because i've become so much more wiser and ambitious!!!! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!



What do i owe you?? What do you need from me?? What is your heart's desire?? Anything you want daddy, i will do it!!!! I want to be like your most faithful wife. I want to submit and serve you and please your heart!!!! I love you daddy!!!!

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Did I see a Ghost??? o_O

So I work in a relatively old school building here in Houston, Tx..... It's quiet, unless bombarded with citizens during our pantry days, other than that, not alot going here in the old Langston school building.
Well yesterday I'm walking out of my office to head to another office just down the hall. As I'm walking to the office, I see a, what looks like a man in his late 20s early 30s. He's headed to the water fountain. We catch each others eyes, slightly. "Hello how are you you?" He says. "I'm doing fine, and yourself?" I reply. "I'm well." He says with eloquence. After our brief exchange of words I reach to open the office door and attempt to catch another glimpse of this very charming young man, he's gone......When i realized what had just taken place, I froze with fear.  Had i just seen a ghost, or an angel?  What was interesting is that this man looked as if he stepped out of a 1970's movie. Neatly shaped afro, chocolate brown pant suit, cream butterfly collar dress shirt, and freshly polished brown shoes.....it's 2012..... 

A few minutes after i left the co-worker's office I ran into our building security gaurd and the custodian. I asked them if they ran into a young man with brown suit and afro. They replied no just a very old elderly man in a brown suit. I replied "No this man is in his late 30s he couldn't be elderly, he moved too fast!"
"Naw, not that young!This man could barely walk!" " Ms. Cherry the security gaurd answered.
After I explained what happened to me they told me it was possible that I may have seen a ghost. The custodian shared her stories of shadows walking by doors and children laughing in the west wing of the building. Ms. Cherry gave us stories of the days working in old abandoned hospitals and the things she witnessed and experienced.

Don't get me wrong I LOVE to hear a good ghost story, I own almost every horror movie ever existed, but I don't believe in ghost....never have.... never will. I do however believe in angels. I believe they visit every now and then to comfort us when we're down or feeling uneasy about life. This young man intrigued me, he was so sweet and kind. Even though him and I had ten second conversation I felt comfort knowing he was there. I'm honored that he decided to show his self to me. Maybe he's the angel that the lord has assigned to watch over me???

Sometimes in my dreams I see a similar young man always hanging out in my dream. I could dream I'm at a carnival with my family and he's there standing by the ferris wheel. I've had dreams about singing on stage and the SAME guy is in the front row just staring at me while the whole audience is screaming with excitement. He would stare at me like he's proud of me and he's gonna be there for me. He's been my best friend in one dream, and when everyone in the dream laughed at me, he's taken up for me and holds me when I cry.....Who is he????....I don't know, but it was sure good to see one of his buddies on yesterday....to be continued......

Friday, May 11, 2012

Let's see what's been going on with me? Ok, have a seat.Remember that boyfriend i had?..... Well he's my husband now!!!! lol!!! God is good! We enjoyed a beautiful ceremony on New Years Eve.... God has been blessing me more than i can ever imagine! My stalkers have sord of backed off, for now.....
Still working on my weight loss.. I have my moments where i just want to give up, but always take a moment to look back on my 250lb pics and tell myself 'GET UP FATTY MC FAT FAT........
I"m also enrolled in Cosemetology school!!! it's going AWESOME!! I love it.. My has been Me, hubby, baby, school, staying fit!!! That's all i have time for....lol!!! I'm still in the process of opening Andrea B Salons and Brown Sugah Child Boutique. I had a tad run in with my finances, but God is still faithful!!! Well that's it for now sugahs!!!! Will chat with you soon....I  promise!

Friday, December 23, 2011

I love him!!!!!....that is all.......:-)

New life begins with praise!!!!!

I'd like to thank you Daddy for everything you have done for me just this year!!!!!! You have blessed me with so much wisdom, ambition, love, health, and happiness!!! I cannot thank you enough!
You saw me in the state I was in earlier this year. You saw my depression and tears. You removed people from my life that attempted to drag me down... You kept all of your promises to me.. I remember nights thinking to myself "is this it?" I remember praying for you to deliver me from an unhealthy relationship and you did it!! You have given me so much and though outwardly it doesn't look like it, inside I'm beaming with happiness!!!! I love you so much Father!!!!!!!

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Hello
It's been a minute since I've updated this blog. I decided to use this blog to document my hair and other fab things about me!!!!

Stay tuned. I have a lot to say and show you guys.....

Friday, August 19, 2011

Happenings.......

I told you all I would be back. in the next hour or so I'm going to post pictures of all of my twist outs, puffs, and other hair creations..... stay tuned!!!!!!